Divorce

Well, I’ve been having several requests to write a blog about this, so here it is. Caleb and I are getting a divorce. He has decided he wants to pursue a different course in his life and does not wish me to be part of that venture. We are still friends and we get along pretty well. Caleb will be keeping the house and I’ve been apartment hunting the past few weeks. It’s a little depressing, but I think I’ve found a place I like. I’m going to sit on it until I get back from my Christmas vacation and see how I feel about things when I get back, but I’m about 90% sure I’m going to stay in Oklahoma. It just feels right that I stay here for the time being. I’m going to get a 6-month lease and see how I feel about things after that. I’ve not liked Oklahoma at all since I moved here, but I’m hoping it’s just because my personal life has been a bit of a distaster and that once I get out and find my groove I will like it here more.

So, yeah, that’s pretty much all that’s going on with that. The divorce will be final on the 29th and I will be moving out as soon as I can get an apartment.

It’s a little depressing at times, but I will be fine. There was a week where all I did was cry all day at work and then just go lay in bed as soon as I got home. Every now and then I feel like a total failure and just want to fall apart, but I’ve got good friends who help me feel better. I think I would be a total mess without Jill. She is my best friend and is the one person I feel like I can talk to about anything and everything. She’s such a wonderful person to talk to and I really appreciate her love and support.